Sunday, August 22, 2021

PAWPAW'S MESSAGES TO MY GRANDSONS 1 - Pawpaw is proud of you.

 

PAWPAW'S  MESSAGES TO MY GRANDSONS

 

 

Connor, Pawpaw loves you.

Bryson, Pawpaw loves you.

Archer, Pawpaw loves you.


Connor, Bryson and Archer,

 

It has been more than a year since I was last allowed to see you. Even so, I think about you every single day. I have never stopped loving you.

 

Connor and Bryson, I was with you on the days you were born. I held you in my arms, kissed your faces and felt love fill my heart as your little fingers wrapped around one of mine. For the eight years from Connor’s birth, I visited you every month for four to seven days. Your Mom and Dad left me alone with you so they could spend time alone. They allowed me to take you two away on Pawpaw Vacations.





       

Once, I rented a home in a gated community. The three of us swam in the community pool, played games together, watched movies and slept together in the same bed – one of you on each side of me.

 

Another time, I rented a condo at Fishermen’s Village above the stores and restaurants. It had a huge balcony looking over the harbor. If we went to one end, we could watch the musicians and singers performing for one of the outside restaurants. We enjoyed the swimming pool too. We loved being together. We played, laughed and snuggled.

 

Sometimes your parents would go away and have me stay at your home with you. I loved every moment with my two little buddy-pals.

 

Archer, I wish I had more memories of you. I was only allowed to see you once. You were about five months old and your parents let me visit for an hour and a half. I held you in my arms, kissed your face and you smiled at me.

 

By the time you guys find these messages, you will probably be men. It is currently 2021 and you three are nine, six and one. If you are anything now like you were as children, you are tall, handsome, athletic, loving and intelligent. Pawpaw is proud of you.

 

I create these Messages To My Grandsons because I want you to know your Pawpaw as you did when you were little children. I want you to know that I did not abandon you. I spent at least a week every month with you until your parents ended our relationship.

 

I would never leave you, my loves.

 

                Pawpaw






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